We only started "trying" a week ago.
I'm probably being too optimistic because at this point when we say trying, it just means I'm off the pill. I started taking my basal body temperatures, but only because I wanted to get an idea of what my base is. I'm not sure how well that method will work, since I work nights, so my waking time is never the same.
The other day before work I got a little sick and - of course- I had the fleeting thought "could I really be pregnant already"? I told James, and course he got way more excited than I wanted, and I eventually caved in and took a pregnancy test - well knowing that I was more than likely only going to see one line and not two. I had said I wasn't going to take a test until after I got my monthly crimson wave back - that is to say if it does come back.
I guess right now I could say I'm "cautiously optimistic" about the pregnancy thing. I'm hoping it happens without a glitch, but I'm prepared for the long haul of fertility treatments.
Everyone keep your fingers crossed for the former, because drumming up enough energy for the latter.......will definitely take awhile.
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